It's been a while....
New job has been an adjustment. Its strange to see residents that were in other facilities I worked in over the years. It doesn't say too much about them and staying clean, or maybe it doesn't say too much about the job we do as counselors.
I have no desk, no computer, etc. I am grateful for the job and I have settled in, but I don't know why they had me start before these things were in place. Its not fair to me and its not fair to my clients. I have to do therapy sessions in odd places and its not fair to anyone plus we really are breaking confidentiality.
I am trying to not let it eat me up. I held it in all week but I see myself taking it out on loved ones after work and apologizing. Thank god I see my therapist tomorrow, I need to vent some more.
Thoughts of numbing myself jump in my head but I don't want to end up back in the seats opposite my imaginary desk, sitting in a rehab again for the, well lets just say again.
I am far from perfect like I say, but I am not getting any younger....
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